~ Worrying Day ~

What am I worrying?? why can't just put the thing aside and let it be? I don't want the thing to come out again to my brain, my mind.. I don't want !!

I don't know why!! why am I suffering with my stupid bodoh mind? just because think things simply!! simply think!! simply worry!! simply wondering!!

why can't just be a normal small girl with a LOW EQ??
~~ Cry whenever I want !!
~~ Laugh whenever I want!!
~~ Do what ever stupid thing I want!!
~~ Getting mad whenever I want!!
~~ Scream what ever I want!!
~~ Cry for the things I want!!
~~ Do what ever BABIES will do!!

~~ Sleep what ever time I want!!


I wish I could !!
CAN I??!! No , I Can't !!! I CANNOT!!! CHEW PEK KUAN CANNOT !!!


another thing is , should I say : "Leave me alone!!!"
or
should I say : "Leave him alone!!!"

is my mind stick to his image or what?? can't just click " delete " in my mind and wash it also in the "recycle bin" and also the backup!! nothing inside the backup!!!

I wish I can do what ever I want no matter where!!!!!



Am I a emo girl?? I don't know!! I hope No!! BUT.. is it bad to be EMO??